Do my actions really tell the story of what God has done for me?

I feel like who I say I am and how I act is different. I mean come on, I get to say that I'm saved by the perfect God and the perfect human died for me. What am I really doing to show that I'm thankful? I am loved by the maker of the word and I turn my back on Him and do my own thing. How wrong is that? Shouldn't it naturally be easier to live for my maker? Oh how we've fallen...

What can I get rid of so that I can make room for the one it was made for?