Sunday, October 31, 2010

If I can't you can't either. Sounds fair to me.

It's a little different situation for me but ok I won't

:) I love you

Hhaa you too

Thursday, October 28, 2010


Definition: A concept even a little girl understands.

In a sentence: Be responsible for your responsibilities.

Paraphrased: Think for once because it's about time you grow up.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

My buddy is homeless

Something has been on my mind a lot lately and I don't really know why. Maybe God is pushing me closer. Maybe God is pushing me away. I never really know.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Still dont get it

So I was and still am wondering why God wanted me on the Fall Sabath because I'd rather still be playing soccer. However, there is no doubting that God was there. SOOOO cool. Props to Denny for actually being supper cool too :)

Monday, October 18, 2010


So I have a big predicament. I have been waiting to go the the Fall Sabbath for the longest time! It may be my favorite trip. Well I was scheduled to take the ACT that Saturday so I was just gunna head up late. Well, I have a soccer game tmrw and if we win hen I'll have another one on Saturday at 4!!! so then Fall Sab would be out the window. I wanna win the game and continue to state but I want to go the Sabbath so freaking bad! Huh I hate this.

Monday, October 11, 2010

mmm soccer

What can I say, I love to win. But as good as it was to finish our regular season with 3 wins, God did not go un-noticed. Also, I've gone threw 2 pairs of cleats in less than 2 months. Soccer 2000 sucks but at least they replace them.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

I'm calling your bluff

It's amazing that God can prove himself over and over again and we can miss everything he is telling us. This past week I really stuggled with prayer. I have had the same prayer for the past 4 years and have not seen God show any interest in listening. I refused to believe that he listened and much less cared. I asked him "God if you hear my prayers show me that you are still there". He showed me once, I didn't listen. He showed me twice, I didn't listen. He showed me 3 times, I listened. I now see that God really does hear me. I just think 4 years is too long to have to wait. But God is good and trust that he is there.

Saturday, October 2, 2010


I hate tonight. I feel sick to my stomach and I can't bear to know the truth but refuse to listen to more lies. The dark closes in but I trust that dawn will come again. God break me down so that I can arise once more.