My morale is still pretty low. Being on jv again has been very humbling and discouraging; however, I am called to rejoice with those that rejoice i.e. my friends that did make varsity. Gosh that's hard seeing that I'm overly jealous. I don't know, I just really need something to pick me up. What am I supposed to say when aunts and uncles ask how my season is going? Do I simply say it's good or do I tell them I'm too embarrassed to talk about it? Writing this post pissed me off. Over and out