life as a sophomore

I just tried to write a fun blog post that would capture your attention like your favorite movie. That didn't happen. The point I was trying to get at however, is that God, and all the attributes that go with him, have been apparent to me. When all else got wrong, God's love never fails :) das it ppl. Get out there and love.

Today was a good day. The weather was beautiful and I sat around and played soccer with all my friends. So far this year God has taught me to look at what's on the bright side. He has also taught me that I need to make an effort to be a better friend. Hope all of you are doing well....That basically means just Mel I guess haha

My morale is still pretty low. Being on jv again has been very humbling and discouraging; however, I am called to rejoice with those that rejoice i.e. my friends that did make varsity. Gosh that's hard seeing that I'm overly jealous. I don't know, I just really need something to pick me up. What am I supposed to say when aunts and uncles ask how my season is going? Do I simply say it's good or do I tell them I'm too embarrassed to talk about it? Writing this post pissed me off. Over and out