I found something I'll miss

So tonight I sat at Camden's house with her and Maddie making bracelets and drinking tea. Most relaxing night in a long time and no other place I'd rather be. However, I do hope Everyone will hang out together before we leave. ps. tea is so freaking good!

I've got a feeling

No more high school ever? I can dig it.

Remember when you said you wouldn't change for anyone?

Faith

In my Christian Thought class we are talking about miracles. Ya I think miracles still happen today. Sure some are fake and the real ones are scarce but they are out there. We watched a movie about a guy praying over 2 people and they were healed on the spot. Jesus says that even if we have a little faith we can move mountains. That said, I don't pray for some people because I feel like my prayers don't do anything. Maybe because it's not God's time but is it possible it's because I don't believe God can do anything helpful? Why on earth would I limit the power of the creator?! Maybe we don't see miracles because we don't really believe he is going to do anything threw us. No miracles because we have no faith?

Acceptance

Acceptance . It's something you can never get enough of. No matter how high you are up the social ladder people always need more. I'm not saying this is a bad thing but it's worth some thought. Acceptance goes 2 ways. You give it and you get it. We all long to be liked and I'll be the first to raise my hand but who do we want it from? Is it from the others around us that may be "cooler" than us? Chances are they want acceptance too. So how can we fix this? Well idk but maybe we should start by giving it and end with getting it. My prayer tonight is that we will look more to accept others before we look to be accepted. People judge and what we work so hard to earn can be taken away. Invest in something or someone more reliable. I know I need to.

U know the sword but what about the floaties of God?

School is winding down and I can't wait until I'm gone. The bad part is that I'm trying to control what I don't know, my future. A stressful and useless task. I feel grown up and mature but when my parents are crying and 3 hours away I'm gunna need something stronger then myself to lean on. It's not gunna be easy but nothing really is. So I'll dive in head first...with my floaties of course :)

What If?

Why do we continually need to have our way?

Why is it that it feels so good to do something Godly but we rarely do them?

Why would we rather be right than understanding?

Why do we wait till tomorrow to encourage when nothing is stopping us from doing it now?

Why do we usually just hang out with our "friends'?-what about the guy who sits home every weekend?

Why are our comfort zones so small and unbroken?

God doesn't call us to be average you know...

Hell Hole

Sometimes I wish we could be like we used to and other times I look forward to never seeing you again. I miss the past i guess you could say but I'm way more exited about the future. I can't wait to get out of this place.