Lady's Man...thats a joke, the only people I know are guys

So my friend wants a girlfriend more than anything. I feel like there is something about winter that makes people pair off and everyone feels the pressure. I'm not gonna lie, a girlfriend sounds nice but it's not like I'm actively looking.

The other day he came in while I was doing my devos and he said something nasty and sexual and I was grossed out but kinda used to it at the same time. But I was convicted. God needs to be my main priority, the one I search for. My friend also needs stop being so nasty but mostly it's that the Lord needs to be the one I long for. Thank you father for challenging me.

School is really dragging but at least I have something to get me to spring break...Mustache March!!!! Mine isn't very good but I'll still be proud to sport a dirty stache ;)

So today is my birthday and I had the pleasure of spending the weekend at home. I had an amazing time with my rents put leaving sucks. I didn't cry or anything but this time was extra hard for some reason. I encountered Mrs. Betsy's mom at church; she and I are best friends now. And I almost ran over mel in my car while she was trying to cross the street in hinsdale. good times

God's timing? This idea that God answers prayers and fixes things in his own time ticks me off. 1. God isn't in time 2. If he sees a problem he can fix by snapping his fingers, why doesn't he?! What's the point of praying for something when he is gonna do whatever he wants, whenever he wants? I mean, he can hear the cries of our souls anyways. How is God love when he lets people suffer? And how can I pray so faithfully for so long with nothing to show for it?

I hope everyone had a good valentines day!! I kept up my 19 strait years of having only my mother as my only valentine but thats ok because she's da bomb. Anyways I hope you guys take the time to read Corinthians 13 and think about the inventor or Love. His love is unfailing unlike ours. So thank him and share his love with those around you :) night everybody

The awkward moment when you reach out to a friend but they never reach back.

There is a time for talking about ur feelings and a time for wanting to be alone but there is also a time for growing up, sucking it in and handling it like an adult. I don't think it's a good idea to always wear ur feelings on ur sleeve.

Take Heart - Hillsong United - Lyrics [HD]