I used to ask myself "What is God's big plan for my life?" and "Am I ready for it?". The answer for now is this: Before you listen to God about moving to Africa or something u need to listen to him every day about the little things. Sitting with lonely classmate, smiling at the person you don't like very much, praying for someone, going to bible study...Once we learn to hear his voice and do the little things he asks of us, we will be able to hear the larger calls and be ready to accomplish them.

Dang there are so many distractions here

my priority list as of now...

1. classes

2. soccer

3. friends

Then God comes in somewhere below this.

I know I need to figure out a way to fix it but I haven't found it yet.

I wish I had something interesting to write about but life is pretty normal right now. Good but normal. I love my soccer team and everyone on it, my floor rocks, I live for meeting new people, the weather is perfect, and i love crunching fallen leaves with my scooter on my way to class. Ya Razor scooters r the bomb.

I see them everyday and they look just like us.

I hear them and they sound like us.

I know their whole story and it's the same as ours.

I know their feelings and we have the same ones.

Everything about them makes me miss you.

Everything about them breaks my heart.