I had a dream last night

Someone asked me who I was

life as a sophomore

I just tried to write a fun blog post that would capture your attention like your favorite movie. That didn't happen. The point I was trying to get at however, is that God, and all the attributes that go with him, have been apparent to me. When all else got wrong, God's love never fails :) das it ppl. Get out there and love.

Today was a good day. The weather was beautiful and I sat around and played soccer with all my friends. So far this year God has taught me to look at what's on the bright side. He has also taught me that I need to make an effort to be a better friend. Hope all of you are doing well....That basically means just Mel I guess haha

My morale is still pretty low. Being on jv again has been very humbling and discouraging; however, I am called to rejoice with those that rejoice i.e. my friends that did make varsity. Gosh that's hard seeing that I'm overly jealous. I don't know, I just really need something to pick me up. What am I supposed to say when aunts and uncles ask how my season is going? Do I simply say it's good or do I tell them I'm too embarrassed to talk about it? Writing this post pissed me off. Over and out

Not Happy

I knew it was going to be hard coming into the soccer season this year. My best friends and I would be split up between the varsity and the junior varsity teams. Unfortunately I found myself on the junior varsity side of things and it is killing me! My cousin is the couch and he had to tell me I didn't make the varsity team. That was incredibly embarrassing. The problem is that I was sick during tryouts and our formation only plays one forward which is what it am. That obviously hurts my chances. So while some of my friends are getting all the luxury of varsity, I'm stuck down on jv with my 2 other friends eating their dust. I am hurt and embarrassed but trying to be on the upside. There is still at chance I can be moved up after two weeks if they feel like I have what it takes. So I will give it what I got and pray that I am understanding of what the outcome is.

I'm all packed and looking forward to college life again. I go back tmrw morning to start soccer try-outs. I'm pumped. Just one problem popped up however; I woke up this morning with the flu. Pray I get better before I have to lace up first thing Saturday morning. If I don't feel better, I am going to be in some serious doodoo.

Mold me into something you can fill. And fill me with something real.

Right now I feel like being molded into a shopping bag, or a car to fill with crazy friends.

But Lord maybe a better idea is to let you mold me into a sanctuary, where your presence can be felt.