Monday, July 20, 2009

Have you ever experianced true happyness?

Have you ever jumped so heigh you thought you would never land?

Have you ever ran so fast that houses go by each blink?

Have you ever shouted for joy so loud that all your neighbors come out?

Have you ever said "Oh my God!" and actually ment it?

Well get ready because I have a secret for you...

You have a seat next to the author of forgivness with your name on it waiting for you to arrive!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

So...Im having a really hard time right now. i guess I should be thanks full cus my life rocks compared to so many others but im kinda sad right now.

The only place I used to love going to was church. I loved my friends and they loved me back. The best part was that we always were so happy to see each other! But wow, things really do change. Questions we all hate talking about, espectially w/ the one's we love, come up like..."Am I different?", or "I'm mature right?". But things have changed and it kinda stinks. I have been putting on my fake smile at church for the past 6 months and i'm sick of it. Idk why im so unhappy there now. i guess it's because I feel like I have to pretend nothing has changed.
News flash...just becuase ur older doesn't meen ur more mature. Yeah I guess temptations are hard to say no to, but if there was anything ever worth working hard for, it is the LORD.
The only thing I can do is pray and pray and pray. I just wish God would hurry this one up. But I guess this is something worth waiting for. I know the Lord answers prayer so all I can do now is wait!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

An Ode To A Good Friend

What do I do now?
Father so many things have torn me down.
I used to be the one on top, the one with the crown.
But ever since..then..I can't even eat.
Can I still show your love to everyone I meet?
I know hard times come and go...
But Lord, what are you trying to show?
Am I called to learn from this,
Or am I called to forgive and forget?
Father whatever I do,
I promis to keep my eyes on you.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

So lets talk about what really matters.
Friends
Grades
Friends
Clothes
Friends
Music
Friends
Fads
Friends
The opposite gender : )
What do all of these have in common?
They all come and go, drift away, part ways, lose interest, fall apart, go out of style.
Eventually they all end but the LORD will always remain.
Love
Compation
Comfort
Reasurance
Peace
Forgivness
All this world will pass but the LORD will always be. Even when we are the ones doing the drifting.
So God, I was born into sin. I suffer because of something that happened years ago in a garden. Sure I have sinned a countless number of times and no; I don't deserve salvation. But why was I never given a chance? I'm called to live as Christ did, but it's impossible. Salvation would mean so much more to me if I had messed it up myself. But I never even got a chance. So the question still remains...If we are called to live a sinless life, why did God make it impossible?
My porpose is to love, serve, live for you, glorify, show, listen, give, be your hands and feet.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Jealousy destroys...
Relationships
Trust
Caring
Hearts
Households
Faith
LoveJealousy destroys me.