I'm calling your bluff

It's amazing that God can prove himself over and over again and we can miss everything he is telling us. This past week I really stuggled with prayer. I have had the same prayer for the past 4 years and have not seen God show any interest in listening. I refused to believe that he listened and much less cared. I asked him "God if you hear my prayers show me that you are still there". He showed me once, I didn't listen. He showed me twice, I didn't listen. He showed me 3 times, I listened. I now see that God really does hear me. I just think 4 years is too long to have to wait. But God is good and trust that he is there.

Nothing clears the head like a good praise sesh

Uh

I hate tonight. I feel sick to my stomach and I can't bear to know the truth but refuse to listen to more lies. The dark closes in but I trust that dawn will come again. God break me down so that I can arise once more.

2 things

1. I got my 12th goal which means that I'm the leading scorer in Timothy Christian history. I'm out of my mind happy about this but now I can't let it get to my head which could be very easy.

2. I hate girls because they make zero sense! I am not the only one that notices these things. They really can't make up their minds about anything I feel. Can I girl please explain what you are thinking? Or do you not even know what you're thinking?

K-LOVE

A woman called into klove one day and told a story about how she lost her husband and 2sons in the period of 1 year. She was asking God to help her get threw her hard time when he answered her. "Sara, I already got you threw. Now praise me because my grace is sufficient enough." I thought it was a good reminder that when we think we are having a bad day, God is still in control and we need to praise him for who he is.

Lies to cover themselves

I don't care what you do, I just want to know who you are. None of your stories ever match up.

Texas

I read a whole chapter about promises last night during my devos. It was good because it got me thinking. I have friends in the past and in the present that have made a promise and messed it up somehow. It got me frustrated but then I realized I'm a member of the same club. I've made promises to both God and to my friends. I've kept many of them but have failed on a couple accounts. We should never promise anything that we can't do because even though it may mean nothing to us at the time, it could mean the world to who we are promising it too. Promise to keep your promises. Oh, and I'm going to Texas : )